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Dirty Boy
Review by Rich Cline | 3.5/5

dir-scr Doug Rao
prd Giles Alderson, Sarah-Anne Grill, Marek Lichtenberg
with Stan Steinbichler, Graham McTavish, Susie Porter, Honor Gillies, Alice Lucy, Ava Merson-O'Brien, Olivia Chenery, Katharina Scheuba, Ruaridh Aldington, Michael Kodi Farrow, Nick Sankar, Hanin Al-Jaar
release US Oct.24 tcff,
UK Jun.25 rff
24/UK 1h38

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Dark and brooding, this shadowy thriller opens with glimpses of nutty, violent religious rituals as seen through the eyes of a young man who knows he's unhinged. Writer-director Doug Rao makes clever use of effects to add freak-out flourishes alongside glorious Austrian landscapes that echo with The Sound of Music. All of this plays out in a way that's over-serious and sometimes ponderous. But it's impossible to look away.

Raised in a controlling cult in a grand lake house, 20-year-old Isaac (Steinbichler) has been given meds to manage his mental illness, so finds it difficult to know what's real and what isn't. Leaders Walter and Verity (McTavish and Porter) welcome him back into the flock after being locked away for months. When he flees the breeding rituals, they try to cleanse the filthy demon out of him, but he continues to secretly seek clues about who he really is. As he challenges Walter and Verity for control, releasing secrets to the public backfires badly.

Set in the present day, these people live like a 19th century von Trapp family. The internet is banned, but they do have little apple-shaped video devices. Making even a mild comment against Walter and Verity's rule results in vile punishment. And then there's Isaac's more aggressive alter-ego Frankie, who appears on-screen urging him to take action. In conversations with himself, he becomes convinced that his so-called madness isn't real. And he wonders where he developed his love of off-colour jokes.

Both full-bodied and remarkably textured, Steinbichler's performance is riveting. Isaac is a sympathetic young man who's also more than a little scary. An offbeat voiceover continually lets us into his thought processes, revealing an inner determination and focus. This adds an eerie contemplation within the increasingly brutal situation. And the actors playing his wider family in this house convey a fascinating sense of disdain about Isaac that's mixed with wariness.

Anyone outside this cult is considered to be polluted with pornography and darkness. What they actually believe is rather blurry, but their practices are revealed to be startlingly grisly, based somewhat incongruously around procreation and murder. So Isaac's reaction is perhaps understandable, as extreme as it might be. But while the film is sharply well-made and expertly acted, which will please fans of folk horror, larger ideas are far too elusive for it to be truly satisfying.

themes, language, violence, sexuality 22.Jun.25

If You Should Leave Before Me
Review by Rich Cline | 3/5

dir-scr The Andersons
prd Boyd Anderson, J Markus Anderson, Chris Pegut
with Shane P Allen, John Wilcox, Tom Noga, Merrick McCartha, Brooke McCormick, Vu Mai, Susan Louise O'Connor, Chris Pegut, Sarah Sawyer, Evan Lucas, LeeAnne Bauer, Coen Conrad
release UK Jun.25 rff
25/US 2h00

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While this low-budget comedy-drama feels rather deliberately offbeat, it's also warm and observant as it explores things that remain unspoken between a middle-aged couple. Filmmakers Boyd and Markus Anderson ambitiously use colourful hand-made effects, visual flourishes and goofy jokes to tell interwoven stories that touch on love and death. With its overriding existential afterlife narrative, there's plenty to chew on, even if the movie feels indulgent and overlong.

As Mark (Allen) bickers with his husband Joshua (Wilcox) over morning coffee, a loud knocking leads them to a cardboard world hidden Narnia-style behind their closet. On another day, it's an over-emotive woman (O'Connor) in a room full of china. Then there's the Nazi (Noga) in his cluttered home. Or a destructive ninja (Mai) who descends through the ceiling. Everyone spins stories of lost loves from beyond the grave. So as Mark is preventing both himself and Joshua from moving on, these encounters help them become closer, and they allow Mark to cope with reality.

With a strong nod to Everything Everywhere All At Once, the kaleidoscopic approach encompasses Mark and Joshua's 27-year marriage. Although they act like they've only just moved in together, bickering about superficial things. The film is visually fascinating, with in-camera effects depicting stories and events, plus eerie visions of the characters' thoughts and feelings. It quickly becomes apparent that all of this is taking place in Mark's mind, as he refuses to let Joshua go.

Heightened rather than naturalistic, even the at-home scenes with Mark and Joshua have an artificial feel to them, which turns full-on cartoonish with each of these outrageously nutty sideroads. Thankfully, both Allen and Wilcox find tiny moments in which they express honest sentiments. And it turns out that Mark is a coroner who has a connection with the recently deceased, especially those whose lives are unresolved.

These kinds of big ideas keep us watching, even if it plays out in a way that is perhaps far too wacky to properly engage with. Adding a blast of topicality, this couple wonders if being gay has condemned them to some sort of purgatory. But even the Nazi's awful bigotry is watered down by the script. That said, the final scene brings a strong blast of honesty, revealing what is really going on in a way that's surprisingly moving.

themes, language, violence 26.Jun.25

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